My heart.

You want to hear my heart.

I'll tell you what it sounds like. Ripping! Slow slow ripping. And then the squishy sound as someone squeezes all the blood and life out of it.

That's what my heart sounds like; that's what you hear.

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Here is an enlarged human heart and a normal heart photographed by the good people of National Geographic.
The heart is an incredible muscle and this image brings to light how amazing it is. We need to look after our hearts; guard our hearts.

Stuck in my head... but I luv it!

After 5+ years it was over

What does one say when a 5 year relationship crumbles and dissolves?
Well apparently I said this;

i fell numb
i swear my soul left my body when i walked through the door
i failed again; the news hasn't set in
i sit here waiting
waiting for the rain to begin

this is the way it happens, again and again and again
but you push it aside and continue smiling
I'm getting tired but i'll keep going
always do